Oh my Gentle Shepherd.
This weekend was filled with amazing services spoken by Brother James Rozak.
I had never heard him before...and I can say I've never met anyone that can connect with the youth like he did.
He led our youth meeting Saturday afternoon and spoke on "care." I found out in that service that I do not care for people the way I should. It was such a sobering subject. When someone strays away from the Lord...no one runs to them. I always thought that it wasn't my place...but now I know that if the Lord leads me...I can reach out to my brothers and sisters.
The service that hit me the most was the Sunday night Tri-state youth service. I went to church feeling like I just wanted to turn around and go right back home. I didn't feel like going, but I already committed to running the overhead for song service.
After song service it was pretty packed out, so I sat in the back. I prayed something like, "Lord don't let me miss out on this service. Help me to stay focused and get something out of it."
Next thing I know, Brother James has all the youth in the back move up to the front. Not quite what I had in mind, Lord, but ok.
The subject was justification.....I can't really describe that service. Bro. James doesn't jump around or shout or run the aisles. He simply walked off the platform and stood in fron of us...and talked. He told stories. One in particular about a man that committed adultery against his wife. They were in counseling and the man knew what he did was wrong and said he would do anything...anything to prove his love to her. To prove that he wants to fix it.
The power was in her. She said he could do nothing, that it was over....
The minister that was counseling them began explaining what Christ did for us. He died on the cross to absorb all of our sins from the past...and from the future...only to never bring them up again, and love us, and give us freedom.
After that, the woman said that this day, she chose to absorb her husband's sin...and never bring it up again. The man crumbled. He had been forgiven and given a second chance.
God has pardoned us. He has justified us. How can we not love Him? That service answered the question I've been wondering for a long time. How do I fall in love with Christ?
The simple answer?...realize what justification is. Realize that Christ died for my sins, simply because He loves me. How often do I hear that...and forget it again so quickly?
Lord...help me to fall so in love with you...now that I know.
If anyone wants to hear that service, it should be up in a week or so at literallife.org